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Wednesday, December 10, 2014

My Picassos


Anak mama dah pandai melukis
Pada umur 3 tahun 10 bulan
Walaupun bentuk dia tak sempurna, tapi boleh diagak apa yang dilukis
Maknanya...imaginasi dia tinggi gak n dia boleh mengekspresi apa yang ada dalam kepala dan apa yang dia lihat..

Kalau diperhatikan, Yani lebih cepat adik, Yana lambat sedikit dari kakak. Yana lebih cepat bab emosi dan lebih mendengar kata dan mengikut arahan.

Walaupun keluar dari perut mama selang 3 minit je, tapi tetap tak sama. Masing-masing ada kelebihan tersendiri.

Thursday, December 4, 2014

New Ways


Bila masing-masing jauh
Guna kemudahan yang ada
Jauh pun terasa dekat
Time gelak
Gelak sorang-sorang
Macam orang xbetul pun ada

Nota kaki : Missing my siblings ^_^

Saturday, November 29, 2014



Si dia ni ada bantal busuk
Dia panggil "bantal kemek"
Berjalan jauh mesti bawa
Naik kereta mesti bawa
P rumah pengasuh pun bawa

Nak jadi cerita
Semalam bantal kemek tu
Tertinggal di rumah pengasuh
Malam nak tidur...Dia cari
"Mana bantal kemek adik?"
"Adik tinggal rumah Tok kot"
Dia diam...baring...ambil bantal lain

Ingat dah ok...
Tapi...ada ayat last
"Adik rindu la kat bantal kemek adik"
Alololo...ciannya dia .....

P/s : Malam boleh tidur ok la tu..

Wednesday, November 19, 2014

My Wednesday


It supposed to be a teamwork job
So, please regards everyone's time
Stick to the plan
Start on exact time
Not on your time

~ sigh ...

Saturday, November 15, 2014



Rotan di sekolah

Pada saya
Relevan selagi tidak mencederakan

Buh rotan dalam kereta?

Pada saya relevan
Nak bagi 4 budak nakal ni dok diam

Thursday, November 13, 2014

Friday, November 7, 2014

How Hard Can It Be, Just Talk.. (is it?)


Taking note,
About oneself, my self

How hard it is to express your thought/feelings about something?

I'm sharing some articles coz i'm one of these people..

Not everyone finds expressing their feelings easy or having it come naturally. While the stereotype is that men have the hardest time expressing their emotions, everyone at one time or another in their life may find it difficult to say how they feel.

Learning why you have trouble expressing your feelings can go a long way into changing that behavior. Saying how you feel is something you can learn how to do, just as readily as you can learn how to fix a faucet or mend a button on a shirt. Here are ten common reasons why people find it difficult to express their emotions to someone else.

1. Conflict Phobia
You are afraid of angry feelings or conflicts with people. You may believe that people with good relationships should not engage in verbal “fights” or intense arguments. In addition, you may believe that disclosing your thoughts and feelings to those you care about would result in their rejection of you. This is sometimes referred to as the “ostrich phenomenon” — burying your head in the sand instead of addressing relationship problems.

2. Emotional Perfectionism
You believe that you should not have feelings such as anger, jealousy, depression, or anxiety. You think you should always be rational and in control of your emotions. You are afraid of being exposed as weak and vulnerable. You believe that people will belittle or reject you if they know how you really feel.

3. Fear of Disapproval and Rejection
You are so terrified by rejection and ending up alone that you would rather swallow your feelings and put up with some abuse than take the chance of making anyone mad at you. You feel an excessive need to please people and to meet what you perceive to be their expectations. You are afraid that people would not like you if you expressed your thoughts and feelings.

4. Passive-Aggressive Behavior
You pout and hold your hurt or angry feelings inside instead of disclosing what you feel. You give others the silent treatment, which is inappropriate, and a common strategy to elicit feelings of guilt (on their part).

5. Hopelessness
You are convinced that your relationship cannot improve no matter what you do. You may feel that you have already tried everything and nothing works. You may believe that your spouse (or partner) is just too stubborn and insensitive to be able to change. These positions represent a self-fulfilling prophecy–once you give up, an established position of hopelessness supports your predicted outcome.

6. Low Self-Esteem
You believe that you are not entitled to express your feelings or to ask others for what you want. You think you should always please other people and meet their expectations.

7. Spontaneity
You believe that you have the right to say what you think and feel when you are upset. (Generally, feelings are best expressed during a calm and structured or semi-structured exchange.) Structuring your communication does not result in a perception that you are “faking” or attempting to inappropriately manipulate others.

8. Mind Reading
You believe that others should know how you feel and what you need (although you have not disclosed what you need). The position that individuals close to you can “divine” what you need provides an excuse to engage in non-disclosure, and thereafter, to feel resentful because people do not appear to care about your needs.

9. Martyrdom
You are afraid to admit that you are angry, hurt, or resentful because you do not want to give anyone the satisfaction of knowing that her or his behavior is unacceptable. Taking pride in controlling your emotions and experiencing hurt or resentment does not support clear and functional communication.

10. Need to Solve Problems
When you have a conflict with an individual (i.e., your needs are not being met), avoiding the associated issues is not a functional solution. Disclosing your feelings and being willing to listen without judgment to the other is constructive.

1. Identifying Your Emotions
Accept your feelings. Before you can do anything else, you have to recognize and accept that you are going to have feelings and that those feelings are okay. What you are going to have to learn is how those feelings operate in your daily life and how you can deal with/express them more productively. Ask yourself the three following questions:[1]
  • What is the feeling?
  • What is the feeling telling me about the situation?
  • Why has this feeling feeling appeared now?
Learn to recognize your feelings. Everyone's way of feeling is different. Sadness, anger, excitement all are presented in different ways for each individual. Taking the time when you're not emotionally triggered to think about your feelings can be useful for when they pop up.
  • Try writing down a list of emotions, such as anger, delight, sadness, fear, etc. Think about each one and see when or if, you've experienced those emotions. Make a note of how you feel when you are sad, for example (maybe your throat gets choked up and your lips get tight). This will help you identify the emotion when it happens to you.
  • Behaviors like excessive criticism, discounting the positives and focusing on the negative aspects of the situation, passive aggressive behaviors , blaming others, and worries about the future instead of enjoying life can often be signs of withholding anger. You will need to try and trace different feelings back to their source emotion.
Pay attention to your body's response. Your emotions are governed by the limbic system in the brain and and the involuntary, autonomic nervous system. In times of emotional distress you might experience increased heart-rate, increased, shallow breathing, perspiration, and trembling. Your body's reaction to emotion can have very real side effects.[2]
  • Pent up emotions damage your physical well-being, so learning to express them is important for your physical health as much as for your mental health.
  • When you withhold your feelings it can lead to tension in your muscle groups, neck, back, shoulder, and jaws. You can see when someone's angry the tension that builds in their cheek, their neck, even their pelvic area.
  • If you are experiencing increased emotional response that can lead to stress. Stress can cause increased blood pressure, accelerate heart rate and arousal of the sympathetic nervous system, which can weaken your heart.
  • Hanging on to feelings can lead to a psychosomatic illnesses like headaches, ulcers, blood pressure, asthma, cardiac problems.
  • All this means that your emotions are powerful and communicate with the body. If you deal effectively with your feelings, you are eliminating the potential for harmful, physical side effects.
Interpret your emotional response to events. A good mantra to repeat to yourself is "it isn't the situation, it's my response to the situation that causes problems." Events that you experience are influenced by your own thoughts and experiences, which means that the emotional reaction comes from you.
  • You'll need to recognize if your emotional reaction to an event is disproportionate and what the underlying cause might be. For instance, the second person from the example above, might throw a fit because they didn't get the grade they wanted. This is a disproportionate response to the event, probably caused by anxiety and stress.
  • Also, you can easily feel multiple emotions about an event at the same time, even ones that might seem contradictory. The first person, above, could be happy that they got an 85%, but still stressed or upset, because they find the subject of the examination difficult.
2. Expressing Your Emotions Appropriately
Practice experimental focus. You need to learn to tune into your body so you understand what it is trying to tell you and how it is reacting to certain circumstances. This means setting aside time to calmly assess and identify your feelings and thought patterns.[3]
  • In a comfortable space, relax your body for five to ten minutes and do meditation or calming exercises to relax your muscles.
  • Ask yourself: "What am I feeling?" and tune into that place in your body that feels emotional sensations like fear, sadness, anger, etc.
  • Calmly listen to what you are feeling, but don't react to it. In this place you are trying to be an observer rather than an active and reactive participant.
  • Once you have figured out, somewhat, what you are feeling, ask yourself "where in my body is this feeling?" "What is the shape and texture of this feeling?" "Does this feeling have a color?" Giving concrete form to your feelings, helps you accurately and positively express them.
Consider your options. You need to realize that first and foremost, how you express your feelings is a choice that only you can make. There is no one absolutely true way to express yourself, although there are ways that are harmful both to yourself, and to others.
  • Again, there is no right choice, but the first option means that you aren't dealing with the feelings, the second means that you are channeling your unhappiness into a hurtful manner, and the third option opens the both of you up for continued sadness.
Express your emotions verbally. This can mean finding someone you trust to talk out the situation and the accompanying emotions, this can mean writing things down in a journal, or writing poetry. Or it can mean talking with someone who you feel caused you feel sadness, or anger, or other emotion.[4]
  • Refer back to the list of different emotions you made and use that to help you determining what it is you're feeling in the moment. It can be very difficult to articulate emotions as they are happening and having a list, or tool can help you sort your feelings out.
  • When you're talking to someone who has said something that has hurt you (made you angry, defensive, etc) the best way is to use "I feel..." statements, rather than "You made me feel..." The reasons behind this are manifold: it takes away your own agency (no one can make you feel anything; you are the one who makes you feel something), and it puts the other person on the defensive, shutting down communication, rather than opening it up.
  • Sometimes when you are dealing with someone who has said something hurtful, or upsetting, writing out a letter to them, or an email can be useful, as it takes away the immediacy of the hurt, and gives you time to process how you're feeling and how best to make them understand what wasn't okay about what they said or did.
Express your emotions physically. Because our emotions are linked to our physical bodies, using your body to express and diffuse your emotions can be incredibly helpful (think expressions like "jumping for joy," etc).[5]
  • If you are struggling to express your sadness, for instance, listening to evocative music, reading a book or poem or watching a movie that invites an emotional response can help release the feelings of sadness you're undergoing.
  • Anger is an emotion we often try and are told to hide, but this can lead to anxiety and stress. When you're dealing with someone who has triggered anger in you, expressing your anger on inanimate objects (like a stress ball, or a punching bag) can help alleviate the anger before you speak with them about how they triggered this anger response.
  • Likewise, with anger, dealing with a person or situation in a non-accusatory, but assertive manner (not aggressive), will help you more effectively negotiate your feelings of anger.

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Thursday, November 6, 2014

Say No to Bully


I'm against bullying
I can't watch the videos


I'm a fierce mama
I'm lecturing my children
I'm nagging...
But show me any mama who didn't do such things...

Wednesday, November 5, 2014

Monday, November 3, 2014

A Dreamer's Dream


I am a dreamer
I love to imagine things
Imagining that I'm someone else
In other times..other years
Imagining I'm traveling around the world
Admiring and appreciating God's creations

As a dreamer,
I love to see beautiful places
Beautiful things are my essential

If I can't be there...
I'm hoping I can admire the loveliness
Because a dreamer always a lover
Loving everything that inspired us..

Friday, October 31, 2014



When you want to say something to others

When you need to explain

When you want some help

When you have to express your feeling

But don't talk about others
About their imperfections
About their wrong doing
About their misbehaviors
Behind them

Talk when necessary

Wednesday, October 29, 2014



I lost track
Of my own time
Keep coming back
But nothing I can get back

I lost track
Of my own mind
Keep remembering
But nothing to be remembered

I'm lost
And I have to take back
What were mine
From the time keeper
(If it can be done....)

Monday, September 8, 2014

My Pet Project


I'm glad that the Book Talk Sessions were going on great. The lectures were great..the students were supportive. I'm a happy organizer today.

Sebenarnya saya sangat suka aktiviti ni sebab ia dekat dengan minat saya dan obsesi saya, buku. Saya nak sangat ia berjaya dan mendapat sambutan. Alhamdulillah... Semuanya berjalan lancar. Kalau ada yang terkurang tu..biasa la kan. Tapi saya rasa gembira sebab semua yang terlibat sangat sporting dan memberi kerjasama yang baik.

Sesi perkongsian tentang buku yang pernah dibaca ini sangat menarik. Kalau ada dua org membaca sebuah buku yang sama, belum tentu persepsi dan penerimaannya sama. Seronok dengar orang lain bercerita tentang buku yang mereka pernah baca.

Esok, ada aktiviti lain pulak. Saya Putar Paen! (Road impian) dan i-Workshop. Semoga semuanya berjalan lancar.

Sunday, September 7, 2014

A thought


Selamat berhujung minggu. Baru nak rajin berblogging...dah jadi malas balik. Huhuhu. .I need something to boost my enthusiasm to write.

Sangat sibuk sekarang. Start esok, banyak aktiviti nak dijalankan. Saya handle Book Talk sessions...diorang kata kena bagi sesi ni kat orang yang rajin membaca. Saya ok je tapi cuma ok bab preparation je. Bab kena jadi moderator sesi ni rasa gemuruh jiwa raga. I don't like to be up front.. I'd rather be behind the stage...running the program technically.

Bila ada program macam ni..saya selalu nak bolot semua kerja..masih lagi ada rasa sukar nak berkongsi kerja. Tapi saya sudah mula berkongsi idea...minta tolong orang lain untuk siapkan kerja-kerja yang ada. Cuma mungkin tak cukup lagi...kawan baik saya merangkap si member kreatif banyak kali ingatkan saya, kongsi kerja..bagi orang lain buat kerja, baru la cepat siap...kita pun tak letih sorang-sorang. Hmmm...memang betul...tapi kepuasan tu jadi kurang. I'm not a workaholic but I'm a perfectionist when it comes to my work.


Wednesday, September 3, 2014



Lama sungguh tinggalkan blog. Bila sibuk dengan tugasan, tak sempat nak buka dan melawat rakan-rakan blogger. Nak menaip entri pun jadi malas padahal ada je cerita nak kongsi dengan diari online ni...hehehe.

Terima kasih kawan-kawan yang bertanya khabar. Saya sihat, alhamdulillah. Bulan Ogos dan September adalah bulan sibuk buat saya. Program Galakan Membaca Perpustakaan UiTM Pulau Pinang sedang berlangsung. Pelbagai persiapan perlu dibuat sampai tak menang tangan. Alhamdulillah banyak tangan yang membantu untuk menjayakan program tahun ini. Nanti saya kongsikan gambar-gambar sepanjang program berlangsung. Program ni bermula 2 September 2014 hingga 30 September 2014 tapi ada aktiviti yang akan berjalan sampai 11 September je dan ada yang akan dijalankan pada Hari Kemuncak pada 18 September 2014.

Student sekarang ni sedang sibuk menjalani ujian sebelum peperiksaan bermula akhir bulan September 2014 so kami terpaksa buat promosi yang lebih giat untuk menarik mereka datang ke perpustakaan. Bila ramai, barulah terasa gempak program yang kami jalankan. Semuanya perlukan sokongna pelajar, kalau tak...buat program macam syok sendiri la pulak.

Okla...berhenti di sini dulu coretan saya. Nanti saya update lagi (kalau tak malas)

Thursday, August 14, 2014

Entry Panjang Sikit


Hari ni saya masuk kerja kul 1.00 petang. Malam semalam kelam kabut bawa Yani dan Yana pi klinik untuk amik gas sebelum balik ke Penaga. Lepas ni doktor saran Yani guna inhaler sebab sah dia ada asma sebab setiap bulan kena buh gas. Tapi sekali buh gas, dia punya aktif sangat la tak terkawal tapi masa batuk takut tengok nafas dia berbunyi dan dada berombak. Doktor bagitau susahnya kalau perempuan ada asma lebih-lebih lagi waktu pregnant dan nak bersalin. Harap-harap Asma Yani boleh hilang bila dia bertambah dewasa.

Oh..cerita balik penaga sebab adik ipar saya yang sudah hampir lima tahun menunggu cahayamata sudah selamat bersalin. Dapat baby boy. Dia berpantang di Penaga dan semalam MIL buat akikah ambil berkat hari ketujuh kelahiran. Tapi bila buat hari bekerja dan terkejut tergempak..kelam kabut la jadinya. Nasib baik makan buat di surau tapi saya letih juga mengemas dapur. Sampai je di rumah tak sempat salin baju terus singsing lengan baju di dapur. Tidur pun lena sebab letih.

Awal pagi sebelum subuh dah bergegas balik ke Permatang Pauh sebab senang nak p kerja nanti. Si kembar dan abang Danish tinggal di Penaga tapi Danial ikut balik sebab sekolah petang. Abang Danish tak balik sebab demam. Pagi tadi tinggal dengan Danial je so sarapan pun lewat..kami brunch terus...buat roti tempek telur ngan goreng bihun. Kenyang gila.

Tapi dua tiga hari ni..badan rasa sengal-sengal dan terasa panas dalam badan. Tak tau la kenapa..nak demam ke? Hai...takmolah sakit satgi banyak benda tergendala. Huhuhu....

Tuesday, August 12, 2014

Tak Sihat


Sudah bertahun tak makan rambutan, semalam makan lima biji. Hari ni sakit tekak, mata dah panas, hidung dah tak berfungsi, kepala dah berat semacam. Yani di rumah pun dah start batuk. Dia kalau batuk, sampai kena ambil gas. Tapi malam tadi bagi ubat batuk dua kali, pagi ni takdela bunyi bila bernafas tapi Mr hubby akan bawa ke klinik pagi ni untuk langkah berjaga-jaga. Kalau mama pun tak sihat, teruk la sikit di rumah.

Sunday, August 10, 2014

Aduhai...nakalnya kamu!


Dah la hari ni penat mengemas rumah. Kena wat kerja-kerja kemas-pilih-sisih di bahagian dapur. Buat kerahan tenaga  Danish dan Danial. Itu pun dah penat berleter ngan mereka berdua.

Bila semua kerja dah siap, si kembar pula jadi tukang menyepah. Saya kalau dah letih ...ditambah dengan stress..mesti akan menangis.Masih boleh tahan lagi...tapi bila si kembar main air dan sabun, saya pun menangis bercucuran. Cengeng sungguh la mama kamu ni. Bila mama sedih camtu, Danish tolong siapkan adik-adiknya. Tau pulak menolong bila tengok mama menangis macam org gila huhu...

Bila stress...mudah sungguh nak menangis. Padahal benda kecik je...boleh settle punya tapi tu la...mungkin sebab asyik nak marah je...mula la sakit kepala. Sabarlah mama oit...anak-anak sedang membesar..banyak karenahnya. Sabar dan mengalah...walaupun kadang kala tak berjaya pun nak buat camtu.

Saturday, August 9, 2014

Majlis Anugerah Kecemerlangan Akademik SKPJ


Tarikh : 9 Ogos 2014 (Sabtu)
Masa : 8.00 pagi - 12.00 tengahari
Tempat : SKPJ Permatang Pauh

Biar gambar je berbicara. Alhamdulillah... Abang-abang masih cemerlang dalam pelajaran. Harapan mama, kalian terus usaha untuk ke menara gading. Aminn.

Wednesday, August 6, 2014

Selamat Hari Raya


Lamanya tinggalkan blog. Beraya sakan gamaknya. Nak baca entri kawan2 lain pun xberkesempatan lagi. Nak kongsi cerita pun belum ada mood nak menulis. Cuma intai kawan2 yang ada Facebook je dan buh status.

Masih mood raya kan? So saya nak ucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri kepada semua kawan2 blogger. Walaupun kita tidak pernah bersua muka, tapi pasti ada tulisan, komen atau gambar yang buat kalian terasa so saya minta maaf banyak2. Halalkan kalau saya ada share atau ambil dan lain2 ya....

Salam Aidilfitri ...maaf zahir dan batin.

Thursday, July 17, 2014

Penangan Frozen


Just nak share satu gambar. Lama tak share gambar dua budak nakal ni. Sorang Cik Bambam sorang lagi Cik Mek. Sangat banyak mulut sekarang ni. Semalam dapat patung Frozen, Abah diorang beli. Ala...beli kat downtown Perda je.

Balik dari rumah pengasuh terus excited baik tangga bila saya bagitau ada hadiah kat dalam bilik. Bila dapat tu..punya la suka. Ke sana ke mari mengelek Princess Anna dan Princess Elsa.

Yang tak tahan tu siap tanya...kenapa kasut princess ni tak sama dengan dalam cite Frozen? Kenapa takde rumah dia? Kenapa Baju dia lain sikit?

Dan dah request boleh tak bawa Princess Anna dan Princess Elsa naik kereta balik kampung raya ni?

Wednesday, July 16, 2014

Deko lagi


Pejam celik pejam celik..dah dua minggu lebih kita berpuasa. Sat je rasanya. Alhamdulillah...cuaca di Penang sekarang tidak la terlalu panas so nyaman sedikit berpuasa. Walaupun nyaman..ada gak panasnya cuma jangan hangat hati macan Cik akak CDM25 tu..huhu..hilang kesantunan dah tu.

Deko raya library dah nak siap. Untuk sudut Sampaikan Dariku Untukmu dah pun siap. Lebih kurang yang dulu juga cuma ditambah baik untuk lebih menarik. Maklumlah...bajet pun xde so kenalah kreatif dan inovatif.

Lagu raya pun dah mula dipasang di dalam library. Rasanya...adik-adik ni semua dah tak sabar nak balik kampung. Berbuka puasa bersama keluarga. Waktu saya ke bangunan Laman Perdana (bangunan pentadbiran) minggu lepas pun dah nampak depa jual tiket bas untuk balik kampung.

Persiapan raya korang macamana? Saya alakadar je...lebihnya untuk anak-anak sebab mereka yang lebih excited kan? Yang penting...raya kena balik kampung. Tak kisahla awal atau lewat sikit. Janji balik...mak pun faham anak-anak dia ni dah berkeluarga so kenalah bergilir-gilir.

Okla...nanti kita sembang lagi. Nak sambung wat dekorasi raya.

Saturday, July 12, 2014

Kerahan Tenaga


Selamat berhujung minggu. Hari ni...saya buat kerahan tenaga. Nak buat sendiri, mesti letih..bila letih mesti nak marah so untuk mengelakkan diri sendiri stress, saya buat kerahan tenaga. Bukan rela, tapi paksa rela. Mula-mula muncung gak tapi bila dah lama sikit, dia pulak yang over seronok. Janji kerja siap. Lepas ni, boleh la bagi upah main game...padahal tadi dah kata kat dia, xboleh main game sebab malas buat kerja rumah. Hehehe....nasib la anak oiii....dapat mama garang macam singa ni.

Thursday, July 10, 2014

Deko Raya Kembali Lagi


Terlebih dahulu...saya mulakan menulis entry dengan berkongsi DOA Qunut Nazilah untuk sama-sama kita baca mendoakan kesejahteraan saudara Islam kita di Gaza. Dalam FB banyak. sangat mengenai Gaza, Palestin Dan Israel. Sesungguhnya perbuatan terlampau tentera Israel itu patut dikutuk dan dibangkang.

Minggu ni...kami di library dah mula sibuk dengan persiapan deko hari raya. Rumah kami tu pun dah berhabuk..nak kena bersihkan sebab banyak habuk. Maklumlah...nak raya ni..."anak2" pun nak balik berada...hehehehe. Selain rumah, ruangan sampai kan Salam aidilfitri pun kena touch up bagi cantik. Nak cari lampu lip lap yang lama...nak start pasang dah. Pameran seterusnya menggantikan Pameran Pesta Bola World Cup pun dah boleh start cari bahan dah so bulan ni memang sibuk tapi seronok.

Okla...tinggalkan korang ngan gambar rumah kami...daa

Ada tambahan yang nak dibuat...kalau dah siap, nanti saya tunjuk...ehehehe

Tuesday, July 8, 2014

Transformers dan Jualan Raya


Selamat berpuasa hari ke 11. Alhamdulillah..sihat untuk meneruskan ibadat yang satu ini. Cuma selesema sikit sebab aircond dalam library beberapa hari ni memang sejuk banget. Kena pakai sweater selalu. Kalau time nak ambil wudhuk pun airnya sejuk gila. Tapi sejuk lebih baik daripada panas...

Hari Isnin yang baru lepas, di Penang cuti memperingati hari pengisytiharan Penang sebagai Tapak Warisan Dunia so sebab cuti bercadang nak bawa Danish dan Danial menonton cerita Transformers di panggung. Dah lama saya tak menonton...selalunya kalau mereka nak..mereka akan pergi dengan Mr Hubby saja tapi kali ni depa ajak saya pula. Saya ok je..lebih2 lagi si kembar berdua tu masih berada di rumah kami di Penaga dengan Tok Nani mereka so bolehla pi. Tapi last minute kami p bertiga je sebab Danial demam sampai xlarat nak bangun. Siap nangis2 sebab xlarat n tak selesa sampai buka puasa. Dalam dok tak larat tapi nak p jugak tapi tak boleh la. Akhirnya dia mengalah n rela ditinggalkan di rumah.

Tengok citer ni la..ok la tak la best macam yang first..mungkin sebab dah banyak sequel so jadi meleret kot...

Waktu nak gerak, MIL n si kembar balik. Nasib baik bila bagitau kat diorang mama nak kena pi kerja sat depa tak nangis nak ikut so selamat la.

Sebab lama tak masuk panggung, rasa lama pulak duduk tapi cerita tak habis-habis. Rupa-rupanya cite tu durationnya dekat 2 jam 45 minit. Paling lama duduk dalam panggung tengok Lords of the Ring..zaman baru2 kawin tapi bila cerita best..duduk lama pun tak terasa. Kalau cerita meleret...mesti bosan.

Eh...sebenarnya nak cite apa ni? Sebenarnya xde la nak cite apa sangat cuma nak kongsi cite keluar ngan anak2. Nampak banyak kedai dah mula buat jualan murah sempena hari raya, Baju kurung pun belambak tapi xde pulak yang berkenan. Nampak gaya beli yang ready made je..mudah..cuma cari warna yang sedondong je. Korang camna tahun ni? Tema kaler apa tahun ni ek?

Sunday, July 6, 2014

A Thought


Agak sukar memahami hati orang lain...apatah lagi hati orang yang kita sayang...kerana masih ada perasaan ingin menjaga hati..tak mau dia terasa dengan segala perbuatan kita...

Tapi apabila setiap perbuatan kita buat dia terasa...kita terfikir 'adakah aku sudah tidak peka dan sensitif dengan perasaannya?'

Nota kaki : I'm sad.

Friday, July 4, 2014

Danial oh Danial


Hari ni hari terakhir library dibuka sehingga jam 9.45 malam. Start minggu depan, kami hanya beroperasi sehingga 6.15 petang. Masing-masing nak balik awal...menyiapkan juadah berbuka dan berterawih.
Setakat jam 8.30 makan ni pun, masih tiada pelajar yang masuk. Ya la..mereka mesti baru selesai berbuka..berjemaah di masjid. Sekejap lagi nak berterawih pula.

Tadi pagi bawa Danial ke Kedai buku...dia nak membeli binding set untuk folio. Dah banyak hari minta saya beli. Minggu depan nak guna so saya bawa dia ke Kedai buku. Cari-cari, jumpa dah apa yang dicari. Lepas tu, dia kata nak cari buku cerita pulak. Saya dok goncang-goncang purse. Nasib baik sebelum p tadi saya selit duit lebih sikit. 

Dia nak beli kamus la...buku teks la..dia kata buku dia hilang. Saya kata tak boleh..p cari dulu kat rumah. Macam-macam pulak yang nak dibelinya. Kalau mama kamu ni banyak duit, setiap buku yang berkenan mama beli. Akhirnya, dia sambar dua buah buku Dan sebatang pen. Mama dia pun xmo kalah...last2 terbeli juga novel Kerana Terpaksa Aku Relakan. Memang betul-betul kena rela.

Dalam kereta, Danial tanya...duit mama ada lagi tak? Mama dia ni pun kata...ada..ada RM5...hahaha...
Hasil tangkapan

Balik rumah, dia dok rileks sakan

Padahal...ini je yang patutnya dibeli...memang terpaksa aku relakan lah jawabnya.

Thursday, July 3, 2014

Bazar Ramadhan


Sudah lima hari kita berpuasa di bulan Ramadhan. Tak terasa sudah nak dekat seminggu kita berpuasa. Di kawasan perumahan saya, ada satu bazar Ramadhan. Saya dah dua kali mengunjunginya. Ramai yang berniaga, ada yang baru nak mula berniaga, ada juga yang sudah lama berniaga atau di bulan-bulan lain juga mereka berniaga.

Kawan saya kata, dia hanya akan pergi ke gerai yang dah tau kesedapan makanannya. Kalau nampak periuk belanga dan bekas makanannya tu berkilat semacam baru tu, dia tak pergi. Hahaha...lawak pulak saya dengar tapi itulah hakikatnya. Ada yang berniaga sekadar peniaga Ramadhan je. Kalau makanannya sedap, alhamdulillah tapi takut juga bila ada peniaga yang suka recycle bahan jualan. Oh..yang ni saya takut...bukan takut apa...takut keracunan makanan. Tapi saya pasti tak ramai yang begitu dan ramai yang betul-betul menjadi peniaga yang berhemah.

Makanan apa yang korang suka beli di bazar Ramadhan? Saya suka cari karipap. Hahaha...paling penting karipap sardin. Lain-lain, saya tak minat sangat. Kalau berhenti di gerai jualan, mesti tanya dulu, "karipap ni inti apa?". Kalau dia kata keledek, saya tak ambil..kalau ubi, saya ambil, kalau sardin, saya skeptikal sikit sebab selalu dapat karipap sardin yang bawang besarnya lebih banyak dari sardin. Huhuhu...Nak buat sendiri tu boleh, tapi kena tunggu hari minggu. Nak buat banyak pastu sejuk bekukan. Kalau rajin..hehehe...

Mr. Google

Apa yang korang cari di bazar Ramadhan?

Nota kaki : Semalam teringin murtabak rendang. Beli sekeping, makan ramai-ramai. Sedap juga. Boleh beli lagi lain kali.

Monday, June 30, 2014



Bulan puasa, kena sabar..

Sabar menjaga hati

Sabar menahan diri dari marah

Sabar la hati..sabar

Bukan marah pun..


terasa hati

Sunday, June 29, 2014

Jalan-jalan Sebelum Ramadan


Selamat berpuasa kawan-kawan semua. Pagi tadi sahur apa? Skang ni, baru kol 8 pagi dah start fikir menu juadah berbuka kan? Hehehe...saya cuma masak daging kicap je untuk bersahur pagi tadi. Kalau dulu, menu sahur pun nak meriah tapi sekarang ni janji sahur je.

Ni cerita semalam, bila si kembar MIL dah bawa balik ke Penaga. Saya dan Mr Hubby menunggu abang-abang mereka pulang dari Hari Sukan di sekolah. Lepas tu nak ke Pekan Rabu di Alor Setar untuk mencari baju melayu si abang. Saja pi sebelum puasa sebab nanti mesti tak larat nak jalan bila pergi bula puasa. Baru pi sekejap ni pun si Danish dah asyik bertanya, "lepas ni nak balik dah ke?"

Misi mencari baju melayu berjaya. Jumpa baju kurung si kembar yang sedondong tapi sayang, saiz pula tak ada. Akhirnya beli baju melayu abang-abang je la. Lepas membeli di Pekan Rabu, kami singgah di Masjid Zahir untuk solat Asar. Cantik masjidnya. Selepas itu, misi mengisi perut yang lapar so guna Waze untuk cari Nasi Lemak Royale Hijau Kuning. Saya ingatkan betul-betul nasi lemak tapi rupa-rupanya nasi kandar cuma nasinya kuning macam nasi minyak. Punyalah ramai orang beratur tapi memang sedap cuma tak dapat nak menghabiskan nasi di pinggan kerana portionnya banyak. Ingatkan bila minta bendi..dia bagi sebiji bagi sampai penuh pinggan...hati ayam minta satu tapi dia bagi sampai 5-6 ketul...huhuhu..tapi dapat gak merasa apa la rasanya Nasi Lemak Royale tu.

Balik rumah siap-siap nak terawih pulak tapi saya berterawih di rumah saja sebab si kembar tu tiada siapa yang nak jaga. Saya jenis tak suka bawa anak-anak kecil ke masjid kerana takut mengganggu jemaah lain. Budak-budak...belum tahu baik buruk..menangis..menjerit..berlari sana sini...mesti orang lain tak selesa. InsyaAllah dah besar sikit nanti bolehlah bawa berjemaah. Sebelum ni pun ada gak bawa tapi kita tau tahap kenakalan anak kita so tak perlu lagi kot bawa...huhu

Okla...berhenti di sini dulu. Nanti kita sambung lagi. Daaa!

Sampai nasi pun tak nampak dah...

Beratur panjang sebab tukang cedok lauk sorang je.

Di Masjid Zahir. 

Menara Alor Setar...rasanya ini kali ketiga saya ke Alor Setar. Kali terakhir tahun 2005 kalau tak salah saya...lama kan?

Friday, June 27, 2014


Salam Jumaat,

Hari ni saya bekerja shif petang so pagi2 bangun mengemas rumah siap2. Semalam petang terlebih rajin siap iron baju untuk hari ni. Kain pun siap dilipat. Pagi ni, menyiapkan tempahan decorative pillow dan rileks..hehehe.

Sekarang ni...banyak dengar cerita tentang kes culik budak untuk jual organ. Begitu juga pasal van putih dok berlegar-legar mencari mangsa. Bagi saya, xkira van putih ke merah ke hijau ke...kereta ke apa ke..kalau mencurigakan perlulah kita waspada. Takut mendengar benda-benda macam ni.

Nak share doa yang kawan share di Facebook arini. Moga bermanfaat buat kita. Tak rugi kalau amalkan benda yang baik.

Sekejap je lagi nak Ramadan. Saya nak mohon maaf ya kalau selama kita berblogging ni ada ayat-ayat yang saya tulis menyinggung hati kawan-kawan. Semoga ibadah kita di bulan Ramadan nanti khasnya dan bulan lain amnya diberkati Allah.

Thursday, June 26, 2014

Report Card


Hari Isnin yang baru lepas, saya ke sekolah ambil buku rekod abang2 berdua tu. Danish xke sekolah aritu sebab demam. Mula-mula janji ngan abah diorang nak pi sekali tapi last-last pi sendiri juga sebab dia pun demam n selesema.

Pencapaian Danish agak menurun kali ni. Subjek matematik dapat B saja. Penulisan karangan pula drop sikit. Danish punya masalah ialah dia tak pandai  nak kembangkan ayat atau perkataan yang telah diberikan. Cikgu cadangkan agar dia buat banyak pembacaan. Masalahnya...Danish memang suka membaca tapi masih juga begitu. Cikgu-cikgu ada tips tak?

Danial pula memang scorer. Cikgu kata walaupun mulut banyak, pot pet tapi dia rajin bertanya so takde masalah. Cikgu kata lagi takpe kalau banyak mulut tapi kerja jalan jangan banyak mulut tapi xbuat kerja yang disuruh.

Apa pun..kena tingkatkan usaha supaya boleh score di exam akan datang. Korang dah amik report card?


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